silence

It gud

if the time wont pass

...........................................

just keep silence..

tried ........ i only can feel now

but when i close my eyes

看来今晚又的失眠了....

多希望时间不会离去

亲爱的。。。

『离去』

∴∵∴∵∴∞∵∴∵∴∵∴

在不久之前....有对恋人相爱了

可是他们却不能时常见面

只因为彼此都住得太远

男孩并没太多的时间来找他

可是这却不能吹熄了女孩对男孩的爱

因为男孩的誓言让她坚信了

彼此的爱情....

所以有始到终，她都信任着她爱的男孩

可渐渐的，女孩发觉了男孩的改变

虽然不愿承认，却不能去否定

男孩的谎言逐渐增加，动作逐渐改变

而且还是在男孩不小心之下表现出来。。。

这一切女孩都看在心里....

却一直没把事情拿出来与男孩讨论

他把一切泪水，伤痕都放进心里

把笑容都献给男孩。。。

但那男孩却不懂发生了何事。。。。

依然自以为是的认为女孩在耍性子

最后既然骂起了女孩....并要时间让彼此冷静

过了几天后....男孩突然想起了女孩

因为换做从前女孩肯定会在隔天就打来说抱歉

可这次过了几天却还没收女孩的信息

这时候男孩才感觉到了某些事情

他马上打去女孩的电话。。。。

可从前的声音却不再出现

伴随的却是另一个声音，并告知此号码已经不存在了

男孩听了吓了一跳，连忙驾车到女孩的住处去

可惜当他到达时，那屋子已经不再住人了。。。

家私已经不在了。。。。

男孩怕了。。。他驾着那车到处去找女孩

一直到深夜才拖着疲惫的身体回家....

男孩躺在床上，望着台上的电脑

才想起也许女孩就像从前在网上等着男孩归来

可看到的却是女孩在前天寄来的e-mel...

信里都说着女孩一直以来的心情，感受

多少个夜晚是流着泪到天明

以及他决定离开男孩了，并与家人搬迁到别处

离开这伤心的土地。。。。

也希望男孩能找到他的幸福

男孩看了后....跨了下来...

才惊觉到女孩一直以来都懂他的事

却一直做出忍让，原来一直以来是自己摧毁

女孩的那份心，彼此的爱情

男孩后悔了，他想与女孩重新开始

却也太晚了，女孩在也不会回到他的身边了

∵∴∵∴∵∴∞∵∴∵∴∵∴

●我想现在很多人都会面对着同样的问题。。。

在现在这个社会无论是男或是女都容易被外面的世界诱惑去了

却一直忘了在等待你归来的另一伴。。。。

而像女孩的人我想世上也不会很少

宁愿把心里地痛藏起来~最后静静的离去

也不愿把一切事都与他/她分享。。。。

爱就是这样。。。

没有说百分白的完美。。。百分白的绝对

爱就像场赌局....看你是赢家还是败者....

赢了就能获得幸福

输了却只能一个人流泪。。。。。。。。

dear my frend>>>>

dear my friend .....

pls belive yourself.....i noe you can do it

both of us also can do it

dont think so much....i will land my hand

for helping you....^^

but u must try to do it^^

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2day study group at xin thong house

change place le......

no tutuion today.....

rest.....>.<

quick lazy to study

the winter is gud for sleeping

hope you all hv a nice sleep....

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miss you so much

DEAR

Study Group (ii)at my home

today....dint go school agian==

hahaha....

but vivien hv cum my home study

we study math

i can feel that she adi change a lot^^

that gud huh......

*also dont no say is study or what la...*

>.

at the end we are laying the bed==

hahaha.......

after vivien back ...i just start tried

so go sleep la......

damn cold de tonight

tomorow will go xin thong home study loss...

kakaka^^

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study group

today......hv study group with xin thong vivien them

thk xin thong de pedagangan...i think i will read it

haha....viven them all so study hard...changed a lot^^

that gud^^2moro she will come my home^^

hahaha.after there all go home

we 3 gurl start ki xiao

take many sh pic>.<

hahahaha....

after back start cleaning my room==

hahaha.....so tried...

cos also hv clean my bro room

3 hours-==die liao .....tried.....hahaha...but hv money take

cos sell thing...althourght that little...but still gud for me^^

hahaha..........today cant go pm with vivien them le==

hubby come to find me>.<


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miss you babe

it not all your false==

dont think it so much

just my brian uncontrol to think it

but i noe what you mean

i trust you.....

if that true^^

every word from your mouth

i will all belive it...

love you dear.....babe

dear babe T.T

today......i span a long time but do nothing

at school==just keep talking with them>.<

seldom will like that......

we planing go where after spm

my frist place:zoo>.<

hahaha........

hope faster can go^^

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after tution,go lim tea with them

talking about after spm do what

&the kid in primary school>.<

what the .......#@$$#@%$

so kong bu>.<

scare my bro will more naugty after going secondary school

then until7:00pm

start going to puchong hospital>.<

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为何会去？？？

嗨。。。。因为宝贝进院了。。

心痛呢。。。。一踏进病房

既然看到宝贝在乱走==

那像有病阿>.<不过走路很不稳哦

之后我们便在那吃舅舅打包的食物

不太饱。。。。

然后就继续看着宝贝咯。。。。

他的手有插针哦。。。。心痛哦

而且还是第二枝。。。之前的给他弄脱了

hyperactive babe

本来都很开心的。。。可是看到护士时

突然哭了。。原来是小冬瓜懂要吹东西了

结果东西一方在他的脸哭到更大声

真是听者心酸，见者流泪。。。

看到将心很痛了。。。才一岁半==

结果一弄完。。。泪马上停==假

之后阿姨也来了。。。就谈谈咯

宝贝听到佛歌时会摇的咯

不同版本，不同舞蹈==

哈哈哈。。我们在那一直到十点半才走。。

临走前也要看他哭多一次==

吃药==家族遗传不爱吃药==哈哈哈

全家bakten多多。。。。。

之后送完婆婆回家后就去subang吃东西

没胃口。。。和弟弟share

吃到十一点九才回家==

超累得

*再这要提醒那些有bibi的朋友们

要切记注意小孩

因为最近满多babi都患上

与babi一样的病

别带他们去人多的地方==

切忌切忌

try to do my best......

i will try to stop thinking other....

now will pay my concentreat in spm

i noe what improtant to me......

:sry ,but is to hard to let myself keep thinking of this

cos i had been hurt before ....

i scare it will happen agian ......

i cant accpet those agian..

it make me crazy==

but any way ...

i just can choose to belive you now

cos i noe i wont happy without you ....

my life will become darkness

dear

miss you...

love you

as i can

if ... hv this opportunity

Panda eyes>.<

look at my eyes>.<

panda eyes lolxxxxxxxxx........

yup.....this the result that i dint sleep early==

kakaka.......

when i open my eyes in this morning

my still can feel my eyes was paining==

tution time almost take my heart==

wakao....eyes more painfull in there

after TUTION ...rush back to home....

sleep==do pig...but so hard to let myself sleep

lossssss.....==

so just sleep 1~2 hours only==

so....my panda eyes will still exists on my face

more panda==

hahahaha.................

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thinking of you.......

missing you so much....

i dont no how can i go on the day without you

missing you is the thing that i only can do now

sry dear....less teman you....

sry bcs i cant go genting wif you

wan spm cant go out le.but i will find other changed

wait me a.......dear...

muackss....nite^^

weedings cake>.<

not me de la........

hahahaha