the shop

today ,when i wake up

i surprise bcs my mom and dad was still at home

why they dint go work...???

hmm......then my mom tell me

our shop really geting closed

4 years ~~~~~i had help my mom in this shop

many problem in this 4 years

and everytime we also can do it

but this time ~~~my mom choose to gv up

she say if this shop still exists

it will make my life become more dull

but anywhere ~~~~i will miss 'YOU'



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today after komsas class ~

we(viven ,i,xin thong,jia xin,a prng)

go eat DA CHAO^^

hahhaha.........we order food to share

cos can eat diffrent kind of dish^^

we had order 5 disher

tomyam
kong bou
dry curry
mixed veg
ku gua

damm HAO CHAK^^ and full

hahahahha~~~~~~~~~~~~

then we go lim tea until the next class start

happy ^^can eat my dinner with them

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after TUTION~~~hubby say he will come to find me^^

@.@yup~say in sudden ~~~~

hahahah~~~~i can saw him finally

really miss him

he facth me go mahkota there eat dinner

not for me~is him>>>>>>

after eathing~we.........................

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until 10:30 he facth me go back home

when i saw him~~i almost cry out???

i really miss him at all

even now he besides of me~~

just hug him as i can ~~feel cosy in he hug

just hope the time can stop at here for 1 day

though just a brief span of time~~

it adi enough't to me~~~

i love you as possible as i will

nitezzz~~~dear

*and thk hubby make bread for me^^

再一次。失眠

这几天。。。我都失眠了

睡不好的我。。。情绪出错了

对任何事都抱着不耐烦的我。。到底该如何是好？？

一直隐藏在体内的丑陋逐渐苏醒。。。

渐渐的把人逼向边界。。。

真的未想到既然会搞到这个地步

就连自己都搞不清楚谁是谁了

情绪的波动早已在心中而不受控制

笑容里面又有多少出自真心？？

周围的虚伪不是早已习以为常

为何心依然感受到将的感觉

嗨~~~

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almost 1 week ....my life without hubby dear

miss he so much...

i hate missing one person....

it make me become unnormal

i really hate that feelings

it make me almost cry...

WT TH.......

but at least i hv you...ji mui men^^

if not....i sure more sad

Happy day.....^^

today ....our frend A WONG

come back to find us la......

hahaha........

we meet at station 1 there lim tea frist

hahaha.......long time dint chat with you adi

after lim tea..we go cyber snooker there

hahaha.........long time dint play,but skill still MAMA la

hahahaha.......

after snooker,we wan to find a place lim tea agian

at last we go KFC

at there we saw dao chien dady...still same like last time

guud and funny uncle^^

kakakka...........we stay at there until 5:30

cos i wan TT...a wong also hv thing do le

then viven them teman thong go cut hair>.<

hahaha.......lazy to say particularity

but the most improtant is....

we hv take picta la

ZI LIAN dao

many pic.........lazy to upload...
must hv next time lo^^

miss ue all ......friend

'Insomnolence'

TIRED...EXHAUSTED....

THIS WAS THE FEELING THAT NOW I FELT IT..........

YESTERDAY ,I DINT SLEEP WELL

MYBE IS AFTER DRINKING ~tea tarik~

last nites ,after sejarah tutuion...i go pm with ji mui

we adi dint walk for a long time==

hahaha........damm miss last time de....

so after asam laksa...we go lim tea==

tea tarik!@!!!!#$#$@#%$%

after home..i adi very tried....cos wake up so early

but==cant sleep lo............

just keep thinking.....

i adi try many way to let myself sleep ...

so hard==wuwuwuw.....my dad wan sleep adi

scare....~~~~~~~~~~`

!@#$#$!@...
wait until almost 4:++ only can sleep

at this time...a suck helicopter fly at outsieds......

then==........i cant sleep jor......

today i just sleep only 2:00 hours only

huyo...my eyes......such as the panda bear .......hahaha

WATAK.......

STOP MY BRIAN......

WHAT THE HELL GOING ON!!!!

WHAT GOING ON TO ME......

THIS FEW DAY I REALLY UNCONTROLBEL....

HOLD DAY AND NITES I JUST AS A FOOL WHO LIVE IN THIS WORLD

I TRUELY NOE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU

WILL BECOME VERY EXHOUSTED AND DULL

I NEVER SAME LIKE NOW BEFORE..........NEVER!!!!

EVEN MY FAMILLY ALSO SAY I REALLY ROUND OF CARZY

I CANT PUT ANY CONCENTREAT TO OTHER THING

BESIDES THINKING OF YOU.........

I FELT VERY TRIED AND MISERY WHEN I CANT SEE YOU ....

WHEN I MISS YOU......EVERY NITES HEAR YOUR VOICE

WILL MAKE ME ALMOST CRY OUT....."KIXIAO"

I WONDER IF I CAN STOP MY BRIAN IN THIS TIME

SURE WILL BE GREAT ....

STOP THINKING OF YOU.....STOP THINKING ABOUT US

IM GOING TO HELL.........SPM IS COMING SOON...

BUT LOOK AT ME ....A NUMB LOOK...==

HOW CAN I GOING TO EXAM..........

MY HEART HAD BEEN DISTRACTED FROM OTHER THING

SHIT........!!!IM GOING TO FELL......



I MISS HIM SO MUCH ....

REALY........

i miss him

sry .....late upload ya>.<

this few day not very got mood to write thing

hahaha.not other reason ...just my problem la....>.<

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friday

dear come to find me after TUTION .....

ya...the last day i saw he in this few week.....

cos sum reason>.

he bring me go to eat mum mum la...

we order many thing eat..but cant finish

cos my WEI suddenlly pain agian >.<

mybe dint eat thing at afternoon==

recently always like this...i feel my boby sistem become week ==

gek.....

dear today hv make cake gv me o....

damm happy de.....

a love shap of cake

hv flower at top de lo.....so supriss huh...

this kind of cake ,i surelly frist time recieve^^

thk ya...muack

but i cant take back home ...so put at lao po house lo...

2 moro take back==

thk dear....

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SUTURDAY

today is a buzy day huh....==

early in the morning i adi go my mom shop help her

then go TT....kacau de...make me kena marah==

then at the rest time i rush back to my mom shop agian

to help her....cos that day really many ppl

then baru go back bath and waiting my cake...^^

orange cake....^^

then 2:30 we go back tt agian

quick tried adi....mr chuan say wat also cant hear ==

after tt i went back home sleep a while

then start go to SUBANG.....my jiu jiu house^^

before go there ...dad go jusco for buying sumthing

but at the end he dint buy cos adi BO LIAO...

but me ....kakaka....i get sumthing^^yahoo

an sundee ice cream and loli pop

quick like a kid hor==

but dont no why i really like it

last time work at jusco always buy that ice cream ...

then we start to go there lo....

oh no...traffic jam ...... hate it....my dad just keep saying!@##$!@$4

==.....adi normal lo....always like this....

we 6:00 start go until 8:00++baru reach there==

my baby stand at the enter there waithing us...

he can start to stand for a long time and walk....

the time pass so fast...

it look like yesterday i saw he just a little baby and now adi can run and eat

de small small kid

today ,XIAO YEEmale many food lo...

ess my fravor miso soup.....there got many kind of food..like ZI ZU CAN==

thk ya....XIAO YEE....

after eathing i go back to room bcs my XX stamoch pian agian==

then wait until normal i go play with baby larxx.....

so cute la....miss him so muach now

then we goplay candle...==like a kid...

but really hv a long long time we dint paly candle with each other..

that fell just look we had return to last time^^miss it bcs hv my gong gong

we play until 12:30++baru go home...

back no traffic jam lo...my dad drive so fast....hahaha

nitess...

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SUN

today just stay at home and help my mom workss.

she buy many dvd lo....

yes....see all...

dont take me go find my baby==

blek...............then we see dvd and there order kfc...

just me dont hv eat==

hahahaha...not very hv mood to eat........

today was peacful,and happy family day...without any quaralled^^

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i think i start to miss he alot

i noe we will less see each other

in this few month

he hv to started prepare for he exam....

and me too...i dint hv any regreat exists in my life agian

so we decided to put more attention in study frist

but that not mean i will startforget you a....

i wont live just live you and dont borther you anymore

i noe what am i and what i wan

i never had a strong and surely feel this time....

your mind nom 1

really...you had to be courged to belive me...

just same like that way i belive you ..........

i will be a good girl even you not besiede me....

i promisss.................miss ue huh.............>.<

~~~pic will been upload later~~~

中秋节。。家庭日

JUST COME BACK

FROM SUBANG

ABIT TRIED

TODAY I HAD SPEND MY DAY

WITH MY FAMILY

UPLOAD LATTER^^

HOPE EVERY ONE WILL HAPI

AND 团聚

NITES...

MISS YOU MY DEAR